Didn't get the job, didn't get the girl. But at least I'm not sick.
It was a bit of an emotional roller coaster the last month. I don't think I've fallen for anyone that hard and that fast before. Not sure if I will again. It was pretty awesome, and tons of fun while it lasted. Twitterpation is always fun, and feeling attractive is always an awesome feeling as well. Especially when you seem so perfect for each other beyond the twitterpation effect, like personality and interests and goals and all that. Alas, you can't live in wonderland forever.
It was nice, in a way, that we ended the relationship before the 'new relationship energy' wore off. That way we have nothing but good memories to look back on, in essence making it the perfect relationship in my brain. However, it also made it the most painful break-up I've had since .... I'm not even sure - high school maybe, mainly because neither of us actually wanted to break-up, but we were both adult enough to realize that it wasn't going to work, mainly due to the fact that she couldn't bring herself to leave her significant other, despite the amazing amount of chemistry and feelings we had for one another.
We have agreed to remain friends and keep in touch because we both want to remain in each others lives, we are just too perfect together to completely disappear, but for now have agreed to take a break from contact while she repairs her relationship. Some day, in the future, who knows how long from now, we will definitely reconnect, either as just friends, or possibly as lovers. Only time will tell.
As a side note, I will be moving to Seattle for school, most likely in December of this year. So, if anyone out there in my expansive list of 2 followers happens to know of a place i can live very temporarily until I can find a job and then move into my own place, let me know. Presumably the job market is much better up in Seattle than it is down here, not to mention that I'll be looking a lot harder for work once I move up there than I have been down here, much as I hate to admit that.
Anyway, here's hoping I blog a little more often, about happier things.
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